Hey..."Change Name" is not baptized yet.........nice and easy, ladies and gentlemen. I think "Change name" is telling the truth when he/she says so. We don't have enormous amount of brainpower to make an assuption why "Change Name" is posting here.
If you read this "Change name"......yes JW-apologists can be wery "provocative" and raise harm/anger....even I can get a bit upset sometimes.....but, have in mind that most people here have lost a lot of years in an organisation and probably also lost family/relatives/friend. I do think you write here to test us in some way......if we are full of hatered and bitterness, and if we are bad people.
I also think that you have some doubts...that you don't dare to express.